I'll never be the same.

I have been ruined for Jesus. I'm so busted for Him. So broken as a normal person. I say that because I see Him in everything. Love reminds me of Him. Every love song is about Him. Every love quote is about Him.  I'm just undone. Everything beautiful reminds me of Him. I'll never glorify another created thing above Him again. He's better. He is better than the things He has made. He is better than the gifts He gives. Yet He gives them anyway. He takes such good care of us. He takes such good care of me. He knows exactly what I need and gives it at the exact time I need it. He spoils me with what I want too. He spoils me with gifts like down to the tiniest detail and beyond even what I could have ever thought of to please myself and He does it in such a way that I cannot glorify the thing or the means or the process or the timing or even the pleasure i get from the gift. He gets all the glory. His ways are better His timing is better. His process is better. There is no one like Him in the heavens or on the Earth. I want the version of my story where He gets the most glory and His goals are accomplished and His desires are met. I want the version of Jesse that gives Him the Most Glory. Jesus you can have it al back. You are better. I give you praise and I say thank you and I give you Glory and praise.